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Monday, February 25th, 2008
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8:10 pm - cinq
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[hexed against any bad people]
Congratulations, Monsieur Remus, and Tonks! Damien and I cannot wait to meet petite Felicity. I expect she is a handful already, considering she could not wait to get into the world! I hope you two are well, and if you need any tips, I have had a month's... I believe you call it a "head start."
So many exciting things are happening around me. I could not be happier. There is the wedding to prepare for, as well. Damien gets bigger every day and it makes me sad, for I know very soon he will not be this little. I suppose I must enjoy it while I can.
The leaves are changing once again. I do love this time of the year. It is so beautiful and full of color.
current mood: content
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| Thursday, January 24th, 2008
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9:33 pm - quatre
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[hexed heavily against anyone who is not considered close - viewable only by family + Order members + close friends]
I am sorry I did not update right away; having a baby takes a considerable amount of work! At any rate, we have come up with a bit of a routine now so it is not as hectic. However, I am still in awe of this little miracle, because really, my Damien is just so perfect.
We finally figured out how to use this camera so I have a photo of him for all of you to see:
( neatly Spell-o-taped to the page )
I am sure you all want to come visit, so as soon as we've got our house in order, you can come... just not all at once. We're not sure how Damien will fare with many people but loud noises are not as bad as we thought they would be. That is a good thing.
Merci beaucoup for all your kind words and support. Damien is lucky to have all of you.
( Order members only )
current mood: happy
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| Friday, January 18th, 2008
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10:29 pm - trois [hexed private, though friends and family may break]
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My papa always used to say that timing is everything. When the right things happen at the right times, everything works out. Sometimes things don't happen at a time that is convenient but they still work out.
The time is near. I am very restless now; I cannot sleep, it is hard to eat anything. My words have been confused between my native language and my adopted one. I live with fear -- now that he will be here, it will be harder to take care of him. And yet, I live with joy; my son will be here soon, and already I can say I have loved him since the day I knew he was coming.
I will update with news when there is news.
current mood: restless
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| Friday, January 4th, 2008
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5:53 pm - deux - hexed to friends, family, and the Order
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[writing is shaky and hasty]
Je devrais être là. Je dois être là. Je sens le fait d'asseoir impotent ici, l'attente. L'attente de mon mari; l'attente de mon fils. Je ne sais pas si je peux le faire. Il prend toute ma volonté de ne pas partir devant et les suivre, mais je sais que puisque je peux à peine manoeuvrer en ce moment, comment vais-je être en mesure de me défendre? Et si n'importe quoi arrive au bébé... Je ne serais jamais en mesure de vivre avec moi.
Please be careful. Please be careful.
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I should be there. I need to be there. I feel helpless sitting here, waiting. Waiting for my husband; waiting for my son. I don't know if I can do this. It's taking all of my willpower not to go ahead and follow them, but I know that since I can barely maneuver right now, how am I going to be able to defend myself? And if anything happens to the baby... I'd never be able to live with myself.
current mood: anxious
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| Sunday, December 23rd, 2007
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3:17 pm - un - hexed against Death Eaters
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Summer is my favourite season by far. I do not really know what it is about the summer, but it is lovely. It's very nice to be able to walk outside and feel the sunshine when it seems that there's never any reason to feel optimistic.
The baby is coming soon. I can feel him moving around. It's very odd; he seems to sense when I'm upset, and that is when he pokes me the hardest or the most frequent. I am very big now, if you haven't seen me. It does not look very natural, but I cannot wait for him to be born. Not only so I can see my feet again, but because I just want to be able to hold him and tell him that everything will be alright because his maman will be there to take care of him.
I think I need him just as much as he will need me.
current mood: contemplative
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